| I've left the xanga family you can now find me with all the other livejournal converts under scared_darkness |
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| Hi everyone. Its Derek. Jessie asked me to update for her again cuz she didnt feel like doin it. Anyway I was an idiot but Jessie and i fixed sum stuff and are back together. Im happy and last i checked shes happy. so we're happy. and if your not happy for us then you can bite me. But if you are happy for us then good for you. So thats the news as of now.
~Rock
P.S. another shamless plug for my xanga..... nukethewhales989 |
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| derek and I made it well kinda we were really mad at each other for a while |
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| yeah so we are over derek and I are finished he dumped me and I'm about to lose my god given mind. Kill me shoot me do something to my body to kill me or make me feel pain i really dont feel like being here I feel like shooting the man that supposed ly loves me I feel like doing something I have though about doing something that I haven't thought about sine 8th grade kill me take me now god just take me. I'm a fucking idiot i lied once and derek thinks I lied more than one. and now i'm screwed so if he doesn't care then I dont care I'm going to do what i want to do to i'm gonna act like i never was with him at all if thats the way he feels then I'm gonna move on with another man if thats the way he feels. I most definately love him to death and I dont think i ever wanna date anyone again i wanna be alone for the rest of my life and die alone with a rose in my hand and a name on my toungue.  
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